Thursday, September 17, 2009

balek kamponnggggg!!!

today..i'm going home.e real home.back to my hometown.yayyy!!!but 4 that,i'll go to STAR 1st.need to settle sumthin wif kak leza n miss tan.then, do sum shoppin wif my sis, kak ru.meet my cousins at gombak highway n lastly we are going to konvoi to terengganu!together wif unknown others on e road.ooohh~wat a scene..i really love being stucked in jammed wif others during any festive season.it's so cool n so fun!bcoz all of us r going HOME!dats fo sho'!lol...<3

HEPI EID UL-FITR EVERYONE!!!

여러분들 사랑한다!!!우리 또 만나자, 콜???

neeed to go n kacao my ss' blogs b4 balek kampongg!heheh..

Saturday, September 12, 2009

lOve Lov3 LoVe tHis soNg!!!!!!!!!

 really like this song at e moment.it stucked in my head.cant help it.esp after i watchd e mv.Dara is so cuteee in here.plus Minho is toooo HOTTT!!!damnation!they r a perfect match.i love e song,love e mv.love e casts.love e singer.love e rapper,e baddest female rapper- CL.i cant believe CL is kinda overshadowed by dara.this song n mv suits well 4 dara.this song is really sumthin!!

actually, this song is 4 cass beer cf.but who cares?when e stars r all hot,e mv is soo sweet(at e same time so sad),e song is catchy too.it's perfect.it's a fast-paced song that makes u wanna move ur body along!lol..love it!heart it!aa..one more thing i love e scene when minho gives dara e little beer cap ring..SOOOO SWEEEEETTTTTT!!!!it's simple but girls sure fall 4 this cheesy thing..i wan it too!!guess it will b a new rage n trend in korea!! <3

have u heard this song?if not, u better check this out!!it's my official ringtone now!!hotness...

credit to YG21Subs

Friday, September 11, 2009

2 ilmu: part 3

well..actually there are some of the 2 ilmu ss that i didnt mention in my previous post becoz they r oredi went to surau for tadarus, not coming to skol or not in class during the photo-snapping session on the last day.so, here they are.. taking from various activities that i did in class with them..

the one i want to talk about here is the middle-student in the pic, SHAHRUL.he is the ketua pengawas for e afternoon session. actually, he is in the pic during the las class but it's not that clear.so i post his pic here.sorry shahrul.he's an active student.he's always in e pic everytime i did any activity in the class.it's true!!n he's a very dedicated n responsible prefect.a busy man indeed.he's a big help esp for my 1st observation.well shahrul,if u read this, do u my supervisor praised me for my 1st observation bcoz of u?i told her my teaching that day was boring n dull but she said, "no.it's good.bcoz one of the ss at e back, the prefect, is willing to stay from going to his duty.that's mean he's interested in ur lesson.or myb he wanted to stay bcoz he didnt want to miss ur lesson." when i think back,ya, at that time, i was a bit frustrated when other prefects went out of my class coz my superviser was there.but u..u stayed.i remembered, i even asked, "shahrul, y u didnt go 4 ur duty?" (im a bit pissed off at that time actually) n u said, "it's ok.i can go later." honestly, im touched.n it's more touching when my superviser mentioned it to me.myb u don remember.but i do.thanx shahrul..

now, look at the far left one in the above pic.he's DICK KOON.what i remember most bout him is he has a heart problem.i knew it from my supervisor.thanx to kiren.he's e one who told my supervisor..dick koon is a sweet boi.he loves to smile (perhaps that's y i cant tell he's sick)im a bad teacher, i know.im not sensitive enuff.haihh!well,he doesnt talk much.he's a very nice boy.

these two boys are LUTFIR(L) n MUAZ.both of them quite shy.i said so bcoz they did not talk much in my class.both of them are like brothers.they r always seen together.shall i say they r twins.so close..but one thing 4 sure they r bff...they're kinda remind me of my primary frens.they r so close that they attended the same skol, same class till they're in university.that's when i last heard bout them both.sumtimes they even shared e same mark 4 e same subject.hmm..i wonder whether both of u, muaz n lutfir, ever experienced this??hmm..so nice.it's hard to see boys so close like them nowadays..

next,this is ATIKAH or eika.she's a strong girl.she can be rebellious sumtimes if she wants to.yet still she's a nice girl.understanding n matured too.plus,she's the type that 'face doesnt lie'.what i mean is, it's all written on her face..when she's angry.x satisfied.happy.feeling crazy.she's full of expression..lol.but sumtimes she's really funny.she did weird things.she's a gila-gila person.

lastly, these two on e left are AINA, n HEYMMAH.i hv mentioned bout e other two (sue yin n afza) in previous post.aina is quite blur.one thing bout her is , during my class, when i asked anything, she will try to answer it.but when i came closer n asked her to repeat, she will juz smiled n said, "no, nothing" lol..besides, she loves to fold her tudung.if u know wat i mean.but not in this pic lar.heheh..

heymmah is a very proper one.she's polite.love to talk to me if there's nothing to do in class. n even in library too!lol..she asked me sum riddles in e libry wic she found in the skol mag..hahah..

but that's not all.there r still sum of 2 ilmu ss that i didn mentioned coz i didn hv their pics..

first,it's AQILAH.i hardly ever heard her voice.i remember her coz she's a front-seater.

second one is AZMEER.ermm..he's a passive student in my class.since there are many attention seekers in my class.thus, they tend to overshadow him.wat i can say is 3monts is quite short.

next, FARHANAH.she's quiet n if im not mistaken she's sitting nex to leesa.but im not sure.coz most of 'em love to sit wherever they want.haiihh..weird class.lol :b

then, it's SAMANTHA.she's quiet too.or myb bcoz i don hv much chance to talk to her.others too.well, this class is soooo teemed with ss.haihh! one thing bout her is, she kantoi-d with me for not being in my class.at that time, im heading to female teachers' surau.i was juz finished wif 2 ilmu class. when she saw me, she's kind of trying to cover herself by talking 2 e other ss.i saw that guilty look.that's y i know.lol..but i didn say anythin to her coz she looked guilty.plus,no one wanted 2 b embarassed in front others, rite?well.. however,she's not playing truant alone.there's sumone else.i think it's li fei.sorry if im wrong.hehe..hmm..but thinking back, both of 'em went missing again in my las class.they're deskmates.it's sort of impossible if both r absent on e same day.hmm..guess they're skipping my class again.xserik2..haizz.don ever ponteng again a?b a good student..

lastly, LI FEI is e one who loves to play rubik cube in 2 ilmu.i even took her cube.heee...that's e price to pay 4 not listening to me in class.well, i'l remember her 4 that whenever i play e cube..coz i know how to play it too!puahahha! <3

that's it!!finish!all of the 47 ss of 2 ilmu..end of story!happy fastin everyone!!

it's not the end...

our post prac was supposed to finished by today..but it seems like everyone was so hyper, we managed to finish all the presentation by ytd.hurray!! even tho ytd was the las day..but still we had some assignments to do.2 more asgmts need 2 b submitted b4 this 16..*sighs* aja aja..fighting!

p/s: lol at mdm lim calling us, the trainee teachers as having verbal diarrhea coz most of us talk n talk n talk nonstop!!talking about experience in school is really....it's never-ending.that's y..lolz

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

post-prac...

ytd,my post-prac started.all of us gathered at e seminar room in the INTEC library. what a reunion..we've lost contact wf each other for almost 3months.there's so many stories to be shared since we're sent to different skols-in Klang, Shah Alam, Subang, KL, Gombak etc..some even shed tears while retelling the stories.all of us experienced the bittersweet memories during our practicum.but stil, we're grateful coz we're back to our fac in ONE PIECE.meaning we're survived n stil alive!lol.. :b

so ytd we were divided into 6groups.each group will discuss different topic.n it's all related to our practicum.im in group 3 n our topic is The Supervision Process: Practicum Supervisor n Mentor.we also had to dedicate a song to our beloved Ss..as 4 our group, we chose Yesterday by The Beatles.the lyrics were editted by our dedicated member, TaTie!!! we sang this song at the end of our presentation.here's the edited lyrics..dedicated to our students with love..

YESTERDAY - GROUP 3

yesterday, post-prac seemed to b so far away,

now it looks as though we're here to stay,

we cant believe we're here today.

suddenly,im not the teacher that i used 2 b,

students shadow hanging over me,

oh yesterday so far away...

why..i have 2 go

i don't know

i would have stayed, teaching is what i long...

now i long 4 yesterday...

yesterday, school was not the place we can b gay,

now i want to go to school today,

oh i believe in yesterday

why.. i have to go

i dont know

i would have to stayed, teaching is what i long..

now i long 4 yesterday...

yesterday, our kids juz dont seem that far away,

oh i want to see them now today

oh let's go back to yesterday...

(L-R) nadirah, me, jasmine, puteri, tatie n ateff..

other members r x in e pic as they r standing on

e other side :b

lots of love from all of us,

ateff (ASiS)

tatie (Subang Jaya)

me n puteri (STAR)

sya (Bukit Kuda)

jazlan (La Salle)

ain (Damansara 14)

hani (Chung Hua)

afifah n Julie(Sek. 18)

nadirah (Sek. 28)

jasmine (KISAS)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

last day of skol!!! 2 ilmu : part 2

ok.now i'll cont where i stopped.this is the 2nd part for 2 ilmu..

this boy's name is VISAGAN.he's one of the Ss that i noticed when i 1st entered the class.i was quite worry bout him at 1st coz he looks soooo blur.n he loves to pretend to do my work when he actually writes nothing in his book.but i know it was bcoz he cant see my handwriting on the board.lolz..then i have to force him to go n sit at e front.coz i realized he copied my work wrongly when he submitted his work.lol.it's not like im gonna eat him if he admitted that he cant see what i wrote.but yea i know, he does not talk much in class.sumtimes i wonder wether he befriends wif others in e class or not?it's kinda weird..he's sooo silent.i think it is hard 4 me to hear him speak.i can only hear him speak when he recited his poem.ermm..i wonder wether he speak wif his friends or not.for me, he's very mysterious.juz look at his stare..scary but he looks hot here.teeheehee! siyesly!don cha think?he's got e aura.but when i show this pic to ma frens, they're kinda afraid to look at it.i call this pic as visagan's deadly stare. lolz..

n this is XIN NING n CHARISZA..another obvious bff in the class..they're owez seen together.very hardworking.they usually finished my work 1st b4 they start doing their own work,like reading novel n stuff.a good thing bout them is of cos they did not disturb my class!good Ss indeed.hahah..

this sleepy-looking boy is SYAFII.he's about to go for tadarus when i stopped him to snap his pic.heheh..he's not that talkative in ma clas.juz like his deskmate, azmeer, who is absent that day..his future dream house is so funny.it looks like a factory.dangg!!it's hillarious!

next, they're KAVIN, KEVIN n DARSHEN. i think kavin is owez tryin to cheat me in doing work.but sumtimes he kantoi wif me.lolz..he's another boy who loves to read other book-novel, comic during ma class.haih!poor me..kevin,urmm.. he's unpredictable.sumtimes he's nice, other times he misbehave wif others.boyz owez be boyz.lolz :b  darshen is a very polite guy.he loves to smile whenever i look at him.he don talk much.don do other thing either.n he's juz waiting. he's a very nice boy..

n this is AFZA.she's very kind.very polite.respectful.she's owez cheerful.the S who owez salam wif me after ma class ended..remind me of ma past...i really wanna go back to skol.but i don want to study enimo!힘들고  피곤해요..ㅎㅎㅎㅎ

this one is SUE YIN.she's different coz i found out she is the only one chinese gal sitting at this side..plus, she's kind and quiet too..when i blogging bout this clas i realized that many of 'em are quiet.but still 2 ilmu is actually a pretty noisy class.i wonder who contribute to that.hmm..but yup, i have several Ss in ma mind now.hahha!here they come....

these are BOWIE, JAREB, n JAS. at the back is KIREN.first, is bowie.he's not that troublesome 4 me.but he's really sumthin.shall i say, he's saiko?hikhikhik..coz whenever i go around him to check his work.he oredi closed his book.for he has finished doing it.he's soooo fast n smart.kinda scary.. :b  Nex, it's jareb.ohoho..this is my eye-candy of 2 ilmu!he's cute n adorable.well actually i have apple of my eyes for every class that i taught.2 ilmu, 1 ilmu n 1 maju.n they're all boys.the  term that used for my eye-candy is SUPPLEMENT.haha!im sounding like a pervert now.don blame me coz im a girl. n im straight.puahahhahahahah!!for 2 ilmu, as i've mentioned, it's jareb. i don mind saying this coz im no longer teaching there. in STAR. danngg!im being ridiculous here.ahh,juz ignore me!pooh,if jareb see this, he must be scared to death.what a nonsense teacher.lolz..

nex to jareb is jas.n omaigat!he juz cant get rid of his smug face!he's the most annoying student i ever had.but still i will owez remember him 4 his big,round eyes. hihihi..jas's kinda cute actually.juz like jareb(againnn???).but sumtimes he's too annoying + too honest?there are sum things that i wont 4get bout him.i call this type of Ss as ATTENTION SEEKERS.one more thing about jas is that when i 1st saw him, he really reminds he of the lil boy in Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, the Ranggila part.very similar, indeed.even my frens agree wif me.i guess he must have heard bout this a lot from others.am i rite??haha!so cute...another one is kiren.next.....

the three boys here are ROBIN, KIREN n JASON.let me start wif the middle one,kiren, since i've mentioned about him above. he's another ATTENTION SEEKER.when i 1st saw him, i thot he's form 5 or 6..he looks soo matured for form 2.plus, he's tall.i guess he's the tallest in the class.aite?n he's the one that i remember from the very 1st class.coz when every1 stands to greet me for the 1st day, i saw him 1st even tho he's standing at e back.i even thot he's a malay at e beginning coz he resembles my fren, afiq very much.lol..when he started to speak, i was confused.but when he introduced his name i'm confirmed he's not malay.rofl..look can be really deceiving.i owez love to tease him wif tania since i saw what robin wrote in his nilam's book about..i cant recall wether it's little mermaid or the sleeping beauty.but pliz.. don blame it all on robin.i dared to tease him coz o what i saw in kiren's nilam's book too.he put tania's name in it.it's so fishy.but kiren owez in denial.sayin that he doesnt like her,yada yada yada..blek! :b tania's hot what??my Ss are all pretty u noe!if u don confess now, other pervert boys will take her away.plus, i saw both o u dating at e main gate almost every evening.every1 noe bout it oredi.other teachers too.we're not blind u noe!wahahaha.if u really don like her, don hold her from going home,arasso??do u noe tania's mom even honked from la salle coz both o u dating for too long that one evening?xcukup lg ke jupe kt lam kls?haihh!org mude zmn skg..now im sounding like elders.eww..dowan!! enuff bout kiren.(gile pjg psl kiren.muntah org len bce.bluwek! lol :b)

let's talk about robin now.he's soooo funny!i guess he had problem remembering faces + names.one day he came to stuff room,looking clueless as owez.haha!then stopped at my desk, askin me "cikgu ajar seni a?" Nk dijadikan cerita, i was marking my Ss drawing papers at that time(i taught 1 maju for PSV). so i said "yes, y?".he held out his hand n said "cikgu kte nk bg wayar?"he smiled innocently.  i was like,"what the..what wayar?" he gave me a blur look.me too. then i remembered kak afi once told me that she teaches seni for all form 2 classes.aah~so i guess he must be thinkin im kak afi, his seni teaher.rofl..so i told him."im not ur seni teacher.im teaching u english.ur seni teacher is cik rafidah.but she's not here now"i pointed at kak afi's table.still blurred, he asked me, "where is she now?"i looked at him and paused.then i said, "maybe die ad kat bilik sukan kot." he asked again,"where's bilik sukan?" i look at him in disbelief.he's been here for almost two years.i repeat, 2 YEARS!!unless he's just tranferred here.thank God i noe where bilik sukan is even tho i've been in STAR not more than 3 months yet at e time.he's totally hillarious.i don mind he didnt remmeber ma name coz im still new there.but i feel bad for kak afi who had taught him longer than i am..but the worse incident bout his forgetfulness is when he cant even remember his frens' name even tho he faced them everyday in class.he once called heymmah as hajar!dangg!!n it's not the 1st time i heard him mistook sum1 for sum1 else.haihh..what a memory he had..lol!but that's not all bout him.he's actually a frenly boy.he loves to greet n talk wif others,but his obvious weakness is he cant remember others' name.ppuhahaha!to robin, im sorry for laughin at you.but u're so unique u noe.sumtimes, u made my day..fuuhh,robin's part is longer than kiren!i need to cut short of everythangg now.need to go to sleep nex.

e other one is jason.jason is fine n nice boy.but at first la..after that he's changed.don noe y?he started to join the backseaters.n he's not that talkative enimo.so i don noe wat else to say bout him now.

this is the last up-close pic for the day!from left to right is HUI ER, TANIA n LISA.juz like kiren, hui er resembles one of my beautiful fren, ain.hui er is a caring gal.i realized she owez tries to focus on my teaching even tho how boring it is..lol..thanx.really appreciate that.

then, it's tania a.k.a. kiren's gf.hahaha im at it again.im not busybody but im a GOSSIP GURL!!!lolz. for she was like..im malay, we call this type of gal as perempuan melayu terakhir.the type of gal that is hard to find now.what i mean is, this type of gal is soo eastern one.but what i can say bout tania is that, she is perempuan india terakhir.very soft-spoken person.very polite.nice one.no wonder kiren likes her.so kiren, wut cha waitin 4?(raising eyebrow2x..haha!) i love this.i can smell hidden love is in e air!aah~or u're couple now,uh?hihi...

lastly, it's lisa.for me she's e most outspoken malay gal in 2 ilmu.very active.i've met her in other occasion too other than in class coz we're in e same club.kelab alam sekitar..she's talkative.speak up her own mind.funny.i still remember while we're making the papier mache for owly bank, we called her as nasrul's husband n nasrul as her wife.haha..r u confused?it's ok if u don get it.but we had so much fun.

well i think that's it for now..too tired to blog..it's too long.this is the longest post i've ever posted!여러분  안녕!  많이  쉬세요.  우리  잡시다!

last day of skol!!! 2 ilmu : part 1

ytd i had 2 clas..both ma eng clas..1st, 2 ilmu class..don noe why everytime i entered this class i felt 너무 떨려요...i juz wan have fun so i decided to make them to do e drawing instead of writing.it's about their 'future dream house'. n of cos, i did it on purpose.cos i juz want to snap their pics for the las time.plus there are some of them i didnt have a chance to take pic..for others at least i have their pics during ma other activities-inetrview n poem recitation. that's why when i asked 'em to present ytd i asked joey 1st. i said she's the lucky #1.hehe..i did this on purpose of cos.then, i went to steph, brandon, shin jie, navneet, etc.

this girl is JOEY.the lucky #1 for ytd activity..pretty aight?siap pose lg tau..hehe..she said she is too shy to present.i kept on forcing her to go to e front of e clas.said that she's a prefect.she need to b brave n all.but e fact is, i was juz like her too back in ma skoldayz.i don like to talk in front of e clas.but things have to change.she needs to build her self-confidence as preparation 4 e real world in the future.i owez nervous when i have to stand n present in front of the clas.coz i don have the confidence.but being a teacher taught me to be brave n patient..

this is STEPH n BRANDON.these two love to hangout together.in the back of ma mind they are a couple.hahha..maybe not.bff i guess...they are so sweet.when i look at them, big yellow taxi's song comes into my mind.bcoz when i played e song in class n asked them to fill in e blank,they're bz singin to e song.lolz..nway, she's pretty too rite?n i love brandon's dorky smile..they're a perfect match.lalala..there are many lengluis n lengchais in ma class.hahha!there's many to come.please be prepared!haha! 부럽줘 지금? ㅋㅋㅋ...

now, it's KAREN n JOEY.. karen is one e 2 ilmu students that i first remembered becoz she's the class rep..FYI, blue vest is 4 clas rep, red vest 4 prefect n green vest 4 librarian...they're another bff in the clas..they both wrote 'i love joey' n 'i love karen' on their dream house drawing.sweet!!

these two shy guys are ARVIND(left) n JEREMY. arvind loves to do his own thang in my class.ytd he read novel when i asked them to draw.haih! n idk why other Ss love to tease him.at times they are so close n there are times they look like they'are ready 4 a fight.i remembered he looked full of hatred when one of the boys said sumthin to him..Ss nowadays are very different compared wif Ss back then.it's hard to explain.all i can do is sigh..jeremy, i think he tried to be invincible in my class.if i pinpoint to ma Ss, he will be the one to avoid my gaze.haha!  

aahh, forget to mention this one.did you realized arvind covered his face wif a face mask?that was bcoz nowadays, it's H1N1 season.there's a box of face mask on karen's desk above.i will never forget this as a had prac during H1N1 season.but i never wear mask in class.not even once!n i hope i wont be contracted wif the disease from them.i mean the skol as a whole.puahahha!

n these are JANSON(left), YRONG EAN n BOON LENG.they love to sit in cluster.one thing i love bout this pic is they look like brothers. look at their smiles esp yrong ean n boon leng.very similar to me.똑 같아!찐자..plus, all of 'em wearing specs.what i remembered most bout janson is during the interview activity, his group got MJ.but he n most of his group members don know much about MJ. poor MJ..R.I.P.  yrong ean, i pronounce his name like the spelling.so, i owez being corrected everytime i called his name.lol..he's a quiet boy.nice one..same goes to boon leng..he's quiet n polite during ma class.they are the type that i appreciate coz they did not caused much trouble in ma class..hehhe

this is HAIDA n MAGDALENE. most of e time, haida is quite quiet but there are times when she shout in clas to make them keep quiet.i was surprised at 1st. what a voice!it's loud enough to make the class quiet.but it's 2 ilmu. they wont stay quiet for a long time. they will be back to their old selves in a couple of minutes.lolz..well, wtd, they're still kids.growing-up kids.oops!is it too much to call them kids?coz they are oredi in secondary skol.they are teenagers now.but still, deep inside my heart they are juz kids.they DID act childish sometimes..lol..then, it's magdalene..i can recall she's one of the best Ss in 2 ilmu.i thot she's a quiet type of gal.but she's quite a talker esp in the library when she talked with robin..

next, these three sweet gals are HAJAR, NATASYA n LEESA. most of them are quiet.or maybe juz in ma class coz from their looks i think they are actually talkative.내가 틀렸어?나도 몰라.ㅎㅎㅎ

they are NAVNEET n LOKESHA..idk who said this but it's from one of 'em.it's funny.i asked nav, loke n shin jie to stand coz i want to snap their pic together. but one of these two boys said no coz they said it's not good lah,they don want to stand in e middle lah, yada yada yada..i was like "it's nonsense!". but deep inside my heart i couldnt believe that they believe in such thing.or perhaps it's juz their excuses..hmm..

last but not least..our SHIN JIE..she's owez trying to escape herself from doing ma work.haihh!juz like during poem activity.aigooo!at 1st she didnt want to take pic but after i told the class it was ma last day then she gave in.it's not hard pom, kn?juz smile...

Friday, September 4, 2009

freedommmmmmmmmm!!!

FINALLY!finally i've finished ma prac..garn!wat a relief..fuuh! but when i think back it was sooo short..3months..don really know wat to say.i feel everythin inside me is all mixed up already.hahah..there's a blend of sadness n joy being there.being in STAR...i juz cant believe imma TEACHER.i WAS a teacher!!puahahah!!but now... it's over.geut!긑!E.N.D.

hmm..need to stop blogging for a moment cuz ma housemate, effa keep talking bout her students..what can i do?today is the most special day for all of us, the trainee teachers.evryone is talking about his or her students.they keep praising their students.in blogs.facebook.myspace.everywhere.wherever possible!OMAIGAT!! i cant believe this.we started talking bout our last day right when we get into the car.then we had our last day celebration by 'buka puase' at Pak Li Seksyen 18(it was teemed wif people.damnation!!).there are 9 of us,the no-longer-trainee teachers(heho!) - me n zaida(STAR), effa n niza(sri istana), sya(bukit kuda), zizi, jaz, nazri n tajul(la salle).we talk n talk.look at the pics of our students.it was...beautiful.i juz cant describe it.we went home n still, we talk bout our students.everyone wanted to boast about their students.hahha..that's funny.indeed!!it's 1 o'clock in the morning..what are we doing?yup,we're still talking bout our students.even worse,i didnt even take my bath yet.this is unbelievable!finally, we're sooo tired.so thirsty.so effa n me went to kedai to buy a drink.hahah..omaigat.this is crazy!only then we stop talkin n have our bath..today's indeed the ALL-ABOUT-OUR-STUDENTS' DAY!!that's about it.

need to go youtubing.i need some entertainment.korean!!here i come...hope there's GD's perf for my eye-candy!lalalala..

p/s: tuesday nex week is our post-prac.all the trainee teachers will be gathered to shared our experience n give reflection regarding our prac.uuu~i guess there wil be another ALL-ABOUT-OUR-STUDENTS' DAY!!everyone will boast n brag bout their students.that's fo'sho!!including ME!!puhahahhahahahahhahah!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

twice t0o many times...

hmm...how am i going to start this..it's kinda embarassing..but that's the fact. i cried twice last week in school.

the first one was during my seni class-1 maju, on 12 august 2009.i'm tired of giving instruction. so finally, while going to the back of the class, i cried.the forever-noisy class suddenly in a silent mode once they realized that im crying. they had no idea who made me cry.lol..i think that's the best way. so that i don have to giv them reason.but at least, they no longer make noise like always. when i said 'keep quiet', then they did.this really makes my life easier..hoho!

second time, on 14 august 2009, i cried while talking wif ma supervisor, mis azy, after the observation for 2 ilmu,during recess, right in front of the school office.IT'S PUBLIC!!!! i cant believe maself for doing it.but i cannot hold it anymore.that's waht i feel at the moment.im trying to swallow back ma tears but i cant.so, i broke down there..lots of ma students were passing us by.all of 'em didnt dare to look at me..haha!!we were supposed to have assembly for merdeka right after recess, but i spent the whole assembly time in the teacher's toilet, trying to gather up ma strength n think positive about the whole thing. 

after the assembly, i stayed in staff room, doing wut i can..when i suddenly saw Jareb n Sharul came. but they did not come to me..thank God coz i'll be clueless to respond then. i kept on writing in ma study planner while listening to ma handphone- 2ne1's pretty boy.then someone approached me.it's Goh Hui Er..one of ma students in 2 ilmu. i low the volume so that i can hear her. i saw Syarul, Kiren and Jareb came wif her. She said, "teacher, we saw u crying just now. we just want to know why are u crying?" i was like 'OMG, wut am i going to say???'..lastly, i said "nothing.it's ok. don worry" then she still tried, "no, we're just want to know why u're crying?" from her question, i know she's worried if it was because of her class that i cried. so, i replied, "no.nothing. just let bygones be bygones" i looked at the clock. it's still early before 6:40pm. so i asked them whether they had class right now n go back to their class. so that's it..i was so moved. coz i don expect them to come to me.it shows that they concern bout me..i'll keep this as memory for the rest of ma life.

i cried twice already since i stepped ma feet in STAR.n it's in the same week.aigoo...nomu changpihae!!i hope i'll be stronger after this. CL처럼 영원히 되고 싶어!!아말, 힘내!!!세상이 이렇게요..놀자!!!!!!!! TWICE.twice t0o many times.i hope that was the last time...

plus, im worried others will think that ma supervisor treat me badly for i cried while i was wif her.thinking back, i think, i'm so selfish. i didnt think of her situation. people looking at us.(of coz lor, coz i cried in public kot!!lol) others might make up their own story without knowing what's really happening. even zaida's student was asking about me coz he saw im crying.double ashame!!im sorry mis azy.but i'll try to make it up if they ask me.coz actually, im soooooooo grateful for having u as ma supervisor!mis azy, u are the best supervisor!!i can say this wif confidence!for i know im lucky to have u as ma supervisor..thanx for everything. i hope the last observation next week will be better...

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

today, my sis itah came, she brought me my sony earphone, stongan + muffler (i knitted them both.hehhe..siyesly) so, i tonite i was about to find any latest creation on knitting so that i can save the vids n learn it during this sem break.so, i search for GOOGLE first.n i found this...

honestly, i REALLY love comet. not only this, but i also love stars(mcm penah dgr, tp dmana uh?hmm..hehe), the moon, the sun n other universe-thingy. when i saw this, it reminds me how i really want to be an astronomer before - during my school days..however due to some inevitable probs, i have to forget about it. but now i see this pic. i cant help myself but being curious about it. so, i move the cursor on that pic.it is labelled as Perseid Meteor Shower..hmm wut s this all about??so i click the pic n PUFF!! thousands of info about it listed before my eyes. i clicked one of it..n i cant believe wut i see, wut i juz found out..that NOW is the best time of year to watch meteor shower!!!wut the hell wuz that??i look at the explanation n suddenly i feel sooo damn dumb. for i never thot that there IS meteor shower in this beautiful world. wut i mean is, i never know that meteor or comet can come in a huge number, juz like shower. i only thot there would be juz one or two meteor in certain nights. but actually, on nights like these, up to 100 meteors can be seen per hour!!i repeat PER HOUR!how great was that? now that i know, i feel very stupid coz i've seen this scene before in my fave movie soundtrack, A Walk To Remember - Cry .but i think the director of the vid was too ridiculous for doing meteor shower thang. Dangg!!  i feel so ashamed for accusing sumthin that im not sure of.lol..the scene is at 2:57 in the vid below...where Landon(shane west) was laying on the bed. meteor shower can be seen outside the window.i was watching the movie and the vid many years back. i thot this was just a camera trick or the director of the vid's imagination by using computer. i know the computer technique was indeed used in this vid. but the fact is..it never came across my mind that the meteor shower is truly exist!! i really want to see it but from my reading it can be seen in north hemisphere.too bad! i wish i am there rite now so that i can witness one of the god creation wif my own eyes.coz according to NASA, meteor shower is predicted to happen on 11 n 12 august for 2009...i wanna be there. i wanna be part of it...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

agree...

Many Russian Internet users laud Korean TV shows for their original soundtracks, while others give credit to actors and actresses for their pretty looks. It has been only two years since the Russian youth, who are big fans of Samsung mobile phones, began taking interest in Korean pop culture. Once, many Russians admired Japanese culture, with Japanese sushi being all the rage among affluent Russians. Young Russian women imitated Japanese hairstyles and watched famous Japanese anime films. But recently the popularity of Japanese culture has been on the decline, giving way to Korean pop culture.

College student Anastasya Petuhova, 20, said, "Korean songs are very exciting. The choreography is also unique and stylish. The music industry in Korea is highly advanced because many groups compete for popularity."

time has changed...people changed..n im part of them...don noe when it started, but it just happened. i couldnt agree more with above statement...

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

innocence + maturity = ma students

i went through ma students' blogs again..lol..how jobless i am aite?LP don wan to do but go skodeng students blog.haihh!!
well..this is from 1 ilmu's zoey:

Then-then-then ,
In class ; Eng i sit with Xz
She cannot stop laughing
Sot~~
Then [ x4 ]
Cik Amaliah say want take photo of our class
Some go block her phone
XD
We two sit in front
Xz say:::
Xz : "Teacher , Zoey want take photo with Eric"
Zoey : "Wth" or wtf [ forgot liao ]
Teacher : "No laaa , she want take picture with Shan Fong from 1M"
Zoey : "Wtf" i say quietly laa. . .
Teacher just walk away. .
Xz laugh like siao AGAIN !
*irritated*
Lolx
lol..poor her.i guess she never had any idea that i read her blog.not only her blog, but others too.kikikik..but ONLY ma students-related blog la..im not that jobless oredi to read unrelated blogs.but it's fun to see their reaction knowing that i know who they like n stuff like that.im not trying to meddle wif their own personal life,but it juz that i wan to get to know them better.what they like.what surprise me is when i went out from 1 ilmu's class ytd, i met shan fong n i cant remember who else.his friends said that shan fong likes zoey.lol..guess that it must be zoey asking him wether he told me about all this.lol..this is soo funny..
shan fong-1 maju [i teach him seni]
zoey-1 ilmu [i teach her english]
when i look at ma students, they all look so innocent and pure.never thot that they are involved in this such love, romance, fling, flirting whatever-we-call-it thingy.hohoho!some of 'em are jus sooo damn romantic. so matured.but in blog la..in front of us.. 'pijak semut pom tak mati'...
whatever it is, i found out that doing this, blog-skodeng-thing is so interesting..now im sounded ridiculous + jobless lols...

Recycling project for afternoon session of STAR, Klang..

from left to right: nasrul, lisa, aina, azim n addin(sooorry, im not
sure both of your names.hope it's correct), preeyangka, zaida n
that are my two fingers.im taking the pic!


recently, im workin on the Kelab Alam Sekitar's afternoon session's project---->to make a piggy bank or also known as OWLY BANK. actually, i've done this for my demonstrative speech during Pre-Degree TESL. so now im proud of it.at least i can use ma past experience n knowledge for ma practicum now..this OWLY BANK was made of recycled materials that is newspaper..as can be seen below...


the eleven-layers of newspaper(papier mache) were paste onto the balloon to make it tough, firm n hard..

final layer of the papier mache will be coated wif 3 layers of unused toilet tissue(still in recycle theme.hehe..) poke the balloon and take it out from above..



paste the ''feathers" onto the papier mache carefully so that it come out beautiful...



use colourful and bright colour to make it appear more interesting



decorate it so that it looks like an attractive OWL



DO NOT FORGET to make a hole for the OWLY BANK for you to insert the money through it. hehe :-)



then, continue by covering all the balloon with the "feathers"



make the head of the OWL spiky to give a cool look.lolz..


create a pair of eyes n also a nose wif the suitable size. paste it on n that's it!



DONE!!



it is sooo easy..so try it..you can give it as a present or keep it as your safe..it takes time, but it worth it!!enjoy!

Monday, August 3, 2009

ma weekends went this way...

i juz transferred the pics that i hve taken for this sem from this sony e hp..forget to transfer the pics from my samsung hp..it's wif ma sis now.its ok..juz wanna share sumtin about wat im doing during this couple of weekends..

last two weeks, on sat, 25 july, i followed accompanied the students, all form 1,2 n 3 BUDIANZ of STAR to go to IIUM, gombak...the teacherz that involved were utszh norleza, kak sakinah, kak shimah, zaida n of coz ME lor..hehhe..we were so jobless coz all the UIA's facis have taken them away..so, we're juz hung around, shopped a lil, gossipped..lasly, don know wut else to do, i slept after we went to the UIA's masjid (actually, it was once shoes' rack.lol) there are so many mossie there biting me.but due to fatigueness, i didnt even realized bout it.hoho!! we went back around 6 o'clock in da evenin'.ma fam is here.ma ayah, ma n aya..they took me from school n then we went back to their hotel. that nite, we went out to eat durian by the roadside at sec. 19 shah alam.lol..there are many fams there doing the same thing like us..feel so happening even tho just eating durian by the roadside.guess this is how fams in kl are..since the durians are smelly, so, they're juz eating them outside.haha!wut an experience!!

on sun, 26 july, ma fam wuz here, so we went to eat at a place which was introduced by my sis ru n her future hubby, abg pojie. the chicken was so damn marvellous. i was soo shiok eating THEM, so i forgot to take the pics of 'em.instead, im taking this pic. a suffering fish.lol..
later, ma fam went back to our hometown.huhu..we say good-bye in cars, movin to our own separate ways. so then i hung-out wif ma sistaz, ru n tah + abg pojie. we went to bridal shop first to take the wedding clothes. i also found wut i've been searchin for here at the bridal shop.the crepe papers!!!yay!!

after dat went str8 to midV.we watch a movie - The Taking of Pelham 123. emm..not bad, really. wut shal i say..it's worth watchin it. then, we went playing basketball at the arcade n then we went to EATTT!!!at the food court. i juz realized there is a korean food booth there.lolz..so, i went there and order this....

a set of seafood bibimbab

in korea, Bibimbab means mixed rice. bibim=mix, bab=rice..there are always some side dishes in korean food.in the pic, from left to right - korean/japanese tea, kimchi, fried anchovies, kimchi pastes and soup.the big one is the bibimbab. in our country, we called it nasi goreng la. we mix everything in there. both look almost the same but this is not goreng one...just mix them all together..like this..

before being mixed...

after being mixed...yummy!!

actually, this is not really suit wif ma taste.haha..but i juz cant help maself to try it since i love all-about-korean so much.this is ma weakness.huhu...but in a way, it ma strength..난 이 비빔밥을 좋아해 좋겠다!!몰라 몰라 몰라!LOL...it was so many actually.the amount. n im eating it alone..tho im full but im managed to finish it all..bwabwa..

burrppp..

leisuring...

A
- Available : Unavailable
- Age : 21
- Annoyance : Practicum
- Animal : Owl

B
- Beer : Definitely NO!
- Birthday : 23 October 1987
- Body Part on opposite sex : Butt. teehee :D
- Best feeling in the world : Do wut i lyk...
- Blind or Deaf : Nope
- Best weather : After rain
- Been in Love : No
- Been on stage : Yup
- Believe in Magic : Sometimes
- Believe in Santa : Never

C
- Candy : Yummy
- Color : Green n White
- Chocolate/Vanilla : Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican Food : Neither
- Cake or pie : Cake but i wud lyk to try pie..
- Continent to visit : East Asia esp Korea
- Cheese : Okey

D
- Day or Night : Night
- Dancing in the rain : When i was small

E
- Eyes : Dark Brown
- Everyone's got : Clothe
- Ever failed a class? : Fo'sho..Lol

F
- First thoughts waking up : School? argghh!!
- Food : Kimbab

G
- Greatest Fear : Repeating Practicum
- Goals : Got good job wif decent salary. At least...hee..
- Gum : Sometimes
- Get along with your parents? : Sometimes

H
- Hair Color : Black
- Height : Not sure
- Happy : Sometimes
- Holiday : Love it, definitely
- How do you want to die : When i ready n prepared

I
- Ice Cream : Slurpp...
- Instrument : Violin
- In the shower : Dancing

J
- Job : Teaching

K
- Kids : So-so
- Kickboxing or karate : Not sure
- Keep a journal? : Yup

L
- Love : Family, 2NE1, Big Bang
- Letter : L
- Laughed so hard than you cried : Sometiimes

M
- Milk flavour: Okay
- Movies: Romance
- Motion sickness? : Pass
- McD’s or BK : Both

N
- Number : 7

O
- One wish : Get everything that i wan in life

P
- Perfect Pizza : Yup
- Pepsi/Coke : Pepsi

Q
- Quail : Uh ?

R
- Reason to cry: When I'm moved
- Reality T.V : AF..don really like it nowadays but it's a habit oredi.cant help watching it.lols..
- Radio Station : Fly FM
- Roll your tongue in a circle : Yupp!
- Ring size : Dunno ..

S
- Song : Let's Go Party
- Shoe size : 6 or 7
- Salad Dressing: Thousand Island
- Sushi : Yup
- Skinny dipped? : Pass
- Strawberries/Blueberries : Straw..

T
- Tattoos? : No thanx
- Time for bed: Early in da morn'
- Thunderstorms : Sometimes

U
- Unpredictable : Life

V
- Vacation spot(s) : Redang Island n Koreaaa!!

W
- Weakness : Making decision
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you : None i guess. we're different. dats y we complement each other..
- Who makes you laugh the most : Effa, Sya, Diba
- Worst feeling : Being accused for something i didnt do...
- Wanted to be a model : Not really coz i know im not fit for it..
- Worst Weather? : Hot

X
- X-Rays : Twice

Y
- Year it is now : 2009
- Yellow : DIGI

Z
- Zoo animal : Koala


LAST PERSON WHO..
1. Slept in a bed beside you?
- my sis, Itah ?

2. You went to the mall with?
- My siss, Itah, Ru + abang Fauzi ?

3. You went to dinner with?
- Housemates

4. You talked to on the phone?
- let me check first..it's Anchuk.ytd..

5. Made you laugh?
- Rehan

6. Hugged you?
- Principal

7. Said they loved you?
- My student, Shamala...*random*

8. Held your hand?
- Cant remember

9. You spoke with?
- Kak Zana

10.You cried over?
- Read about Nicholas Sparks' inspiration to wrote 'A Walk To Remember'.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

reflection...

today, STAR had hari anugerah cemerlang for afternoon session..it was held at dewan makan.zaida n me came a lil bit late coz we had to settle the BUDIANZ' visit to UIA 1st..so after that, we went st8 to dewan makan..
there's nothing much..i mean, no surprise to see my students went up to take their certs for i know they are all smart.i take over first class for form 1 n form 2.1 ilmu n 2 ilmu.so that was quite normal...but that's not my point to type this post today..
what i wan to share here is i feel a bit sad coz i can see how not close i am to them. i mean to my own students in the class that i take over.sometimes, the Ss, esp the form 2 Ss, when they meet me on their way, they hardly greet me.not like other Ss from other class.it's hard to explain.
yersterday, i got a releif class..2 jaya..mr periasamy actually has given them homework to do, but some of the boyz did not want to do it. so i gave them puzzle games for them to do instead. they did it.but they did not manage to finish it at school. so i asked them to continue at home. i told them i will give them reward if they are able to finish it and get the clue correctly.
so, today, after zohor prayer jun yang and andrew came to me to show their finished puzzle n give the correct answer. jun yang got it right even tho he did not really know what it is.he just guess it nway..i told him to meet me at 5pm to get the reward.so, rite after the majlis anugerah, he and andrew came to me..for the reward.so i gave him the reward..a packet of choki-choki.he thanked me and go back to his class.
then, i helped other teachers to clear up the hall.some Ss and me sent back the flowers to KH lab.the lab was situated under class 2 jaya..andrew was at the balcony of his class.upon seeing me, he told me that the girls had 'robbed' jun yang's choki2 that i had given him. later he called the girls n i saw several of the girls had choki2 in their mouth. i asked them to call jun yang to ask about that. he said he gave them to the girls.so i guess it's okay as long as he was the one who give the choki2 n not the girls robbed them from him..lol andrew izzo funny!
at the same time my Ss from 2i passed me by.idk why, but deep inside me i feel slightly sad.why r we not close like the Ss in 2j. i wonder y..i juz cant describe ma feelings.sumtime i think im selfish coz if they are close to me, then what will their previous teacher feels?i think it's not fair.coz i know they are not close to both of us...what to do?rather than thinking bout diz, i better improve my teaching.lols...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

stealing from my students' blogs...

idk wut to do now..i always sleep late.so b4 i take my bath n sleep comfortably n soundly, i juz wanna share sumthin..sumthin that i stole from my students's blogs without their permission.haha! actually, they dont know im reading their blogs coz sum of them juz don wanna share their blog address to me..however, since sum of 'em gave theirs to me, so i got the link to others' blogs.puahahaha!!nothin special really..coz not all of them talking nice thing bout other teachers in STAR(i guess dats why most of 'em didnt wanna share their blogs.haha)

but i juz wanna show off my students here in my blog. at the age of 13(form 1), they are great bloggers.express their thot n opinion freely..

Ellysa Wong's Blog
During English, we begged teacher to not teach us. She so “baik hati”, she let us play games^^ We played something like a crossword puzzle, we need to find 5 countable nouns and 5 uncountable nouns. We were so noisy, a teacher came down from upstairs to scold us leh, mensiasuikan lah. She said we were like animals in the zoo, but I told Tania our class is way more “better” than animals in the zoo, we’re more like animals in the jungle LOL! FYI, I was quiet all the time^^ Our group won, hurray!
~i don understand what she meant by 'baik hati'. i don care as long as she enjoyed my class..it's hard to get their attention coz all of 'em love to talk n talk n talk non-stop!!fuuuhh!

Lor Yi Wen's Blog
Our tadika's teacher---- BI tought us somethings funny..To advise people not to this not to that.~
~ how could she called me their tadika's teacher???they were the ones who acted like tadika's students!puahahaha!!they were so noisy in the class that i just don kno how to control.they are noisier than primary or kindergarten kids.LOL. this is for the friday class on 3rd July 2009~

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Totally B.R.O.K.E.

i juz got a call from my mom.she told me that my BIMB account number is not valid. rite now, i only have 30 cents in my purse.this is the worse condition i've ever felt. i have no stock of food.unless Effa's Appolo cocoa layer cake(which she 'stole' from Niza.haha!) and 2 Choclairs's blueberries sweets from Sya..

i'm B.R.O.K.E.totally broke...ottoke??

It's WEIRD, but it's TRUE

seeing this group of inmates from phils really gives me chill..they make a prison looks like a nice place to stay..even the visitors(or their relatives are enjoying themselves)it looks like they are watching a concert or something.LOLs

but one thing for sure, i respect them coz of their effort to make this performance a success. we can see that people are enjoying it(me too!!)it must be really hard to do this in sync coz they are a large number of inmates.i juz cant imagine how long does it takes to make it perfect. plus, they are inmates(im not underestimate them,oke?).i thot they muz be sooo stubborn. but, they did it well.very well indeed.wic seems like they are not inmates but the normal people who go to dance classes n then perform it in front of the audience.LOL.these inmates are relly cool.chincha!

watching this vid makes me think that music really unites people from all over the world.this is korean song.they are philipinos.their language is different.culture too is different.but when it comes to music,they're all become one.
i am MALAY, i love KOREAN, n i love these PHILIPINOs inmates too!!
WE ARE ONE!



credits to byronfgarcia

I claim myself as IU's fan from now on...


credits to CodeMonmonSeason2

i was so impressed when seeing this vid.i think she's a great singer + composer.this vid proves that she's willing to make any song her own eventho all the songs that she sang have their own remarkable n established quality.but she's no doubt a very talented singer.the way she rearranged the song is awesome.first time i hear this,i awed n fell in love with her rite away.
i love the MC's expression when IU sings 'Lies'..jaw-dropped.head-over-heels..n that what i feel when i first listen n watch her in this vid.so, now i claim myself as IU's fan..

p/s: but im still loyal to my YG's groups, Big Bang n 2NE1..peace!

Friday, July 3, 2009

life as a teacher

time just passes as usual that day. i only have one class for 1 ilmu.1 period class. n that period is allocated for NILAM.the students are all behaved. thank God for that. i used the time wandering around the class remembering some of their names while the students are reading their story books. there are many of them. 44 students in a class.but since they behaved today, i feel a bit relieved. i remeber some of them.farith the class rep, ili, kesava, zoey, chia yie, weoi cherd, wee siang, preeyangka, shamala, justus, qaedi, miao huey, pei ying, jaazlan, veeshnu, akshay, niroshiman, leonard, ellysa, nasir, hui jing the matured and loud voiced gal, n that's it a guess...others, i remember their name but not their faces. but i will for next class...

i also have a relief class today. 2 maju for maths class...omg.they are sooo noisy. i have taken the PGG's (Program Guru Ganti) file for them to do maths. but when i was about to distribute the exercise, the class monitor told me that they haven't learnt the topic yet. i guess, the exercise is about pythogoras(idk how to spell.n idc.puhahaha!!)..so, i juz let them do their own homework.hmmm...andrew is so kind to me...

forgot to mention.this the class that i've learned tamil (last week i guess). i know some of the tamil words and a phrase.

thank you = nandri
no = ille

have you eaten? = ni ippadi irukke? (don kno wether it's true or not.lol)


today some of them asked me to learn tamil again.hahha..they still remember me..i feel hyper n excited...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

The POWER of MONEY...

idk what's wrong with me today...i mean yesterday (02/07/09).i dun have enuff money.so i decided to fast that day. i felt a bit weird but idk wut it is..i have to save money to pay for gas to jaz n also for my own food. i only have rm14 in my wallet to survive until saturday. my banker(my beloved sista, ice.hehe...) only come during weekends so i have to save enuff money until then. so, to get the story started..i woke up at 9++ am (im an afternoon trainee teacher.kikiki..).i did not bersahur so i called up my sis, aya to ask if it's oke if i'm not sahur and niat the night before. i told her i juz want to puase sunat coz i want to save money (actually im giving her hint to transfer money to me.hehe..coz im not the type who asked for money even tho they are my own family.weird, isn't it?but that juz me..). aya said it's oke..so, berpuase la saye nye. this si also my first day fasting in school. usually, when i arrived to school, zaida and i will go straight to our school canteen for lunch. but since i told her that im fasting today + she has already eaten, so we didn't go to the canteen. instead, we went straight to the staff room...doing our job as teachers n then go back home..

after jaz dropped us, as usual, zaida n i talk n talk..jaz n zizi go to Pak Su today.they offered to us. but i said i have no money. i had to save it for the gas. plus, zaida said it will be hard since it's almost maghrib. we need to think for place to pray if we follow them to Pak Su. so, as we're walking to home, we talked about it. suddenly zaida asked me, 'dah solat asar ke?' or something like that. something related to solat.i cant remember the details(coz im short-term memory sket.hihi..).so i said 'no. i cant pray now', i replied nonchalantly. zaida juz responded, 'a ah'. but then she look at me n say, "but, AREN'T YOU FASTING TODAY?". (she asked in a proper manner la). at that moment, when she said those words..it's all coming back to me. I still CAN'T pray. I'M NOT mandi wajib yet!! when i think back, i AM fasting for the whole day but, i DON'T go to the surau for Zuhur and Asar prayer. even worse, i don feel anything wrong about it. i don even have the slightest idea that fasting without praying is a no-no..i think im going banana..ROFL

zaida n i LOLS all the way to our homes at my own stupidity.aigoo...it's almost maghrib. juz in a couple of minutes. it's sooooo the very embarassing moment for me. but when i think back, it was too funny. it seems like my body and soul have separated and they go their own way.hahah...my mind want to fast but my body is not ready for that yet.they are not in sync.puhahhaha!! i think im losing my mind now.

this is all becoz of MONEY. i decided to fast today coz i wnat to save money. i cannot think of other thing.oh my..this is the POWER OF MONEY!money makes the world go round. money talks. money matters. everything is all about money!money2...hahah

psst...i got a call from my father after the class. he asked me about money. YESSS!!my sis, aya got the hint that i dropped.hahha!but idk when will i got it.but it's oke.at least i knnow the money will be in sooner or later.yay!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

quizz

Rules:It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real…nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Nur
2. A four Letter Word : Nail
3. A boy’s Name : Nazri
4. A girl’s Name : Nia
5. An occupation : Nurse
6. A color : Navy blue
7. Something you’ll wear : New sweater
9. A type of food : Nuggets
10. Something found in the bathroom : Not arranged detergent
11. A place : New Zealand
12. A reason for being late : No transport
13. Something you’d shout : No!
14. A movie title : Nights at the museum (going to watch tomoro, perhaps..)
15. Something you drink : Non-alcohol drinks
16. A musical group : No clue
17. An animal : Nabi (korean word for butterfly)
18. A street name : Nanas
19. A type of car : No idea
20. The title of a song : Not for me

Thursday, June 11, 2009

life goes on

i dun wanna be sad anymore...past is past.what done is done, rite?
i dun wanna think bout it anymore. now i just wanna share my new hobby..i love knitting n crochetting..im learning them through youtube. thanx youtube!!ppuhahaha!!now im trying to master the basic in knitting n crochet..heho!!

result was out...

i just got the result for last sem, sem 6..sadly my rsult keeps on dropping sem by sem..so sad.but what to do?as i mention to dibah in my sms. i felt like being thrown into hell when i saw the numbers..나 찐자 미치겠다!!! 도와주세요.....제발...