Wednesday, July 15, 2009

reflection...

today, STAR had hari anugerah cemerlang for afternoon session..it was held at dewan makan.zaida n me came a lil bit late coz we had to settle the BUDIANZ' visit to UIA 1st..so after that, we went st8 to dewan makan..
there's nothing much..i mean, no surprise to see my students went up to take their certs for i know they are all smart.i take over first class for form 1 n form 2.1 ilmu n 2 ilmu.so that was quite normal...but that's not my point to type this post today..
what i wan to share here is i feel a bit sad coz i can see how not close i am to them. i mean to my own students in the class that i take over.sometimes, the Ss, esp the form 2 Ss, when they meet me on their way, they hardly greet me.not like other Ss from other class.it's hard to explain.
yersterday, i got a releif class..2 jaya..mr periasamy actually has given them homework to do, but some of the boyz did not want to do it. so i gave them puzzle games for them to do instead. they did it.but they did not manage to finish it at school. so i asked them to continue at home. i told them i will give them reward if they are able to finish it and get the clue correctly.
so, today, after zohor prayer jun yang and andrew came to me to show their finished puzzle n give the correct answer. jun yang got it right even tho he did not really know what it is.he just guess it nway..i told him to meet me at 5pm to get the reward.so, rite after the majlis anugerah, he and andrew came to me..for the reward.so i gave him the reward..a packet of choki-choki.he thanked me and go back to his class.
then, i helped other teachers to clear up the hall.some Ss and me sent back the flowers to KH lab.the lab was situated under class 2 jaya..andrew was at the balcony of his class.upon seeing me, he told me that the girls had 'robbed' jun yang's choki2 that i had given him. later he called the girls n i saw several of the girls had choki2 in their mouth. i asked them to call jun yang to ask about that. he said he gave them to the girls.so i guess it's okay as long as he was the one who give the choki2 n not the girls robbed them from him..lol andrew izzo funny!
at the same time my Ss from 2i passed me by.idk why, but deep inside me i feel slightly sad.why r we not close like the Ss in 2j. i wonder y..i juz cant describe ma feelings.sumtime i think im selfish coz if they are close to me, then what will their previous teacher feels?i think it's not fair.coz i know they are not close to both of us...what to do?rather than thinking bout diz, i better improve my teaching.lols...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

stealing from my students' blogs...

idk wut to do now..i always sleep late.so b4 i take my bath n sleep comfortably n soundly, i juz wanna share sumthin..sumthin that i stole from my students's blogs without their permission.haha! actually, they dont know im reading their blogs coz sum of them juz don wanna share their blog address to me..however, since sum of 'em gave theirs to me, so i got the link to others' blogs.puahahaha!!nothin special really..coz not all of them talking nice thing bout other teachers in STAR(i guess dats why most of 'em didnt wanna share their blogs.haha)

but i juz wanna show off my students here in my blog. at the age of 13(form 1), they are great bloggers.express their thot n opinion freely..

Ellysa Wong's Blog
During English, we begged teacher to not teach us. She so “baik hati”, she let us play games^^ We played something like a crossword puzzle, we need to find 5 countable nouns and 5 uncountable nouns. We were so noisy, a teacher came down from upstairs to scold us leh, mensiasuikan lah. She said we were like animals in the zoo, but I told Tania our class is way more “better” than animals in the zoo, we’re more like animals in the jungle LOL! FYI, I was quiet all the time^^ Our group won, hurray!
~i don understand what she meant by 'baik hati'. i don care as long as she enjoyed my class..it's hard to get their attention coz all of 'em love to talk n talk n talk non-stop!!fuuuhh!

Lor Yi Wen's Blog
Our tadika's teacher---- BI tought us somethings funny..To advise people not to this not to that.~
~ how could she called me their tadika's teacher???they were the ones who acted like tadika's students!puahahaha!!they were so noisy in the class that i just don kno how to control.they are noisier than primary or kindergarten kids.LOL. this is for the friday class on 3rd July 2009~

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Totally B.R.O.K.E.

i juz got a call from my mom.she told me that my BIMB account number is not valid. rite now, i only have 30 cents in my purse.this is the worse condition i've ever felt. i have no stock of food.unless Effa's Appolo cocoa layer cake(which she 'stole' from Niza.haha!) and 2 Choclairs's blueberries sweets from Sya..

i'm B.R.O.K.E.totally broke...ottoke??

It's WEIRD, but it's TRUE

seeing this group of inmates from phils really gives me chill..they make a prison looks like a nice place to stay..even the visitors(or their relatives are enjoying themselves)it looks like they are watching a concert or something.LOLs

but one thing for sure, i respect them coz of their effort to make this performance a success. we can see that people are enjoying it(me too!!)it must be really hard to do this in sync coz they are a large number of inmates.i juz cant imagine how long does it takes to make it perfect. plus, they are inmates(im not underestimate them,oke?).i thot they muz be sooo stubborn. but, they did it well.very well indeed.wic seems like they are not inmates but the normal people who go to dance classes n then perform it in front of the audience.LOL.these inmates are relly cool.chincha!

watching this vid makes me think that music really unites people from all over the world.this is korean song.they are philipinos.their language is different.culture too is different.but when it comes to music,they're all become one.
i am MALAY, i love KOREAN, n i love these PHILIPINOs inmates too!!
WE ARE ONE!



credits to byronfgarcia

I claim myself as IU's fan from now on...


credits to CodeMonmonSeason2

i was so impressed when seeing this vid.i think she's a great singer + composer.this vid proves that she's willing to make any song her own eventho all the songs that she sang have their own remarkable n established quality.but she's no doubt a very talented singer.the way she rearranged the song is awesome.first time i hear this,i awed n fell in love with her rite away.
i love the MC's expression when IU sings 'Lies'..jaw-dropped.head-over-heels..n that what i feel when i first listen n watch her in this vid.so, now i claim myself as IU's fan..

p/s: but im still loyal to my YG's groups, Big Bang n 2NE1..peace!

Friday, July 3, 2009

life as a teacher

time just passes as usual that day. i only have one class for 1 ilmu.1 period class. n that period is allocated for NILAM.the students are all behaved. thank God for that. i used the time wandering around the class remembering some of their names while the students are reading their story books. there are many of them. 44 students in a class.but since they behaved today, i feel a bit relieved. i remeber some of them.farith the class rep, ili, kesava, zoey, chia yie, weoi cherd, wee siang, preeyangka, shamala, justus, qaedi, miao huey, pei ying, jaazlan, veeshnu, akshay, niroshiman, leonard, ellysa, nasir, hui jing the matured and loud voiced gal, n that's it a guess...others, i remember their name but not their faces. but i will for next class...

i also have a relief class today. 2 maju for maths class...omg.they are sooo noisy. i have taken the PGG's (Program Guru Ganti) file for them to do maths. but when i was about to distribute the exercise, the class monitor told me that they haven't learnt the topic yet. i guess, the exercise is about pythogoras(idk how to spell.n idc.puhahaha!!)..so, i juz let them do their own homework.hmmm...andrew is so kind to me...

forgot to mention.this the class that i've learned tamil (last week i guess). i know some of the tamil words and a phrase.

thank you = nandri
no = ille

have you eaten? = ni ippadi irukke? (don kno wether it's true or not.lol)


today some of them asked me to learn tamil again.hahha..they still remember me..i feel hyper n excited...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

The POWER of MONEY...

idk what's wrong with me today...i mean yesterday (02/07/09).i dun have enuff money.so i decided to fast that day. i felt a bit weird but idk wut it is..i have to save money to pay for gas to jaz n also for my own food. i only have rm14 in my wallet to survive until saturday. my banker(my beloved sista, ice.hehe...) only come during weekends so i have to save enuff money until then. so, to get the story started..i woke up at 9++ am (im an afternoon trainee teacher.kikiki..).i did not bersahur so i called up my sis, aya to ask if it's oke if i'm not sahur and niat the night before. i told her i juz want to puase sunat coz i want to save money (actually im giving her hint to transfer money to me.hehe..coz im not the type who asked for money even tho they are my own family.weird, isn't it?but that juz me..). aya said it's oke..so, berpuase la saye nye. this si also my first day fasting in school. usually, when i arrived to school, zaida and i will go straight to our school canteen for lunch. but since i told her that im fasting today + she has already eaten, so we didn't go to the canteen. instead, we went straight to the staff room...doing our job as teachers n then go back home..

after jaz dropped us, as usual, zaida n i talk n talk..jaz n zizi go to Pak Su today.they offered to us. but i said i have no money. i had to save it for the gas. plus, zaida said it will be hard since it's almost maghrib. we need to think for place to pray if we follow them to Pak Su. so, as we're walking to home, we talked about it. suddenly zaida asked me, 'dah solat asar ke?' or something like that. something related to solat.i cant remember the details(coz im short-term memory sket.hihi..).so i said 'no. i cant pray now', i replied nonchalantly. zaida juz responded, 'a ah'. but then she look at me n say, "but, AREN'T YOU FASTING TODAY?". (she asked in a proper manner la). at that moment, when she said those words..it's all coming back to me. I still CAN'T pray. I'M NOT mandi wajib yet!! when i think back, i AM fasting for the whole day but, i DON'T go to the surau for Zuhur and Asar prayer. even worse, i don feel anything wrong about it. i don even have the slightest idea that fasting without praying is a no-no..i think im going banana..ROFL

zaida n i LOLS all the way to our homes at my own stupidity.aigoo...it's almost maghrib. juz in a couple of minutes. it's sooooo the very embarassing moment for me. but when i think back, it was too funny. it seems like my body and soul have separated and they go their own way.hahah...my mind want to fast but my body is not ready for that yet.they are not in sync.puhahhaha!! i think im losing my mind now.

this is all becoz of MONEY. i decided to fast today coz i wnat to save money. i cannot think of other thing.oh my..this is the POWER OF MONEY!money makes the world go round. money talks. money matters. everything is all about money!money2...hahah

psst...i got a call from my father after the class. he asked me about money. YESSS!!my sis, aya got the hint that i dropped.hahha!but idk when will i got it.but it's oke.at least i knnow the money will be in sooner or later.yay!