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i won't say 'snoffair'.but i would say, 'it's my fault'....

hepi chinese nu year..

to all my ex-students in STAR n my only chinese friend in school, Xiong ...

Xin Nian Kuai Le
Gong Xi Fa Cai
Wan Shi Ru Yi
Zhu Li Meng En...

miss.ing

idk y but recently keep thinking of my past time fave. 1st, it's jay sean.now, esp tonite i think of cruzer. he my fave Dj in radio 4 or more well-known as traxx.fm these days.

they say, when u think of ur past, it shows that u're old.lol..but that's the fact.we're not getting younger for each ticking second.

i tried to search for any info bout him on web but to no avail.i tried to listen to traxx.fm a couple of months ago but he wasnt there..guess he no longer working there.i listened to him everynite during weekend since form 2.from 12-3 or 4am (if i were not mistaken)..i really like and try to like every  song that he played.i love his scary background music and his tagline, "remember the cruzer's rule... if you can't sleep, don't sleep!" 

i wish i can listen to him again.now, i miss him..

!@#$%&*^%$#$%^&

tonite i cant believe bout sumthin..it juz happened.i never thot that the song 'DOWN' is jay sean's song.i might sound outdated but i did hear this song las year b4 our semester break..bcoz i told my fren , deeb that the song remind me of her whenever i heard the lyrics - "even when the SKY IS FALLIN DOWN"..don know whether she remember it or not.but back to the business, i thot it was sumone else's song.i thot it's jesse mccartney's song.but now i know, im sooo frustrated..i frustrated for the fact that jay sean has dissed his indian, punjabi watever fusion style in his latest song.i cant even recognized him until i watch his vid juz now.urghh!i juz cant express my totally frustrated, depressed !@#$% feeling rite now.

i've been missing for his comeback lately, so i search for all of his famous songs back then when i was still in secondary skol..n tonite, thanks to youtube for my newfound discovery. a NEW jay sean.for me, he's forgetting his own root.i cant even hear a slightest indian fusion in his brand new style of music. for me, he is so significant for that b4.whwnever i heard a slight indian voice + hiphop, rnb music in the background , i would know fo'sho that it's jay sean's. even in my sleep.but now??

yes, i cnt blame him, mybe he juz wanna go wif the flow.dats a trend.plus, he wasnt in the limelight for quite sumtime.honestly, this song itself isnt that bad.in fact, it's a hit now!but still...im frust.damnation!

hope he will be back again with indianish song nex.i owez njoy his old songs - stolen, eyes on you, one night etc...great songs indeed.perhaps bcoz im asian, so i njoy his songs wic are fusion of indian music, bhangra n urban hiphop..his songs are very different from other hollywood diarrhea hiphop, rnb songs. mybe he shud work wif rishi rich again and not lil' wayne or other american singers for the nex project.i really, really hope this is juz to boost his popularity back.hope he wont leave his indian fusion style for good.for i know he's a trendsetter in the music industry in bringing the indian culture to the nex level.if not, i think it's hard for me to recognize him in the future.

i still remember back in my old skol days, even after for a couple of second a song started to play, i can  tell rite away wic one is his song.for me, he's soooo significant for that.i owez believe in that and i want to keep believing that way..really, really, really  hope dat he wont leave his trademark for good.

psst..i'll excuse his collab wif sean paul - do you remember coz i really adore this jamaican singer too!!he got his own style.he owez keep his jamaican slang wif him.hope jay sean will follow his suit n stay for a looong time in this game!goodluck for jay SEAN paul! best of luck in 2010!!

balek kamponnggggg!!!

today..i'm going home.e real home.back to my hometown.yayyy!!!but 4 that,i'll go to STAR 1st.need to settle sumthin wif kak leza n miss tan.then, do sum shoppin wif my sis, kak ru.meet my cousins at gombak highway n lastly we are going to konvoi to terengganu!together wif unknown others on e road.ooohh~wat a scene..i really love being stucked in jammed wif others during any festive season.it's so cool n so fun!bcoz all of us r going HOME!dats fo sho'!lol...<3

HEPI EID UL-FITR EVERYONE!!!

여러분들 사랑한다!!!우리 또 만나자, 콜???

neeed to go n kacao my ss' blogs b4 balek kampongg!heheh..

lOve Lov3 LoVe tHis soNg!!!!!!!!!

 really like this song at e moment.it stucked in my head.cant help it.esp after i watchd e mv.Dara is so cuteee in here.plus Minho is toooo HOTTT!!!damnation!they r a perfect match.i love e song,love e mv.love e casts.love e singer.love e rapper,e baddest female rapper- CL.i cant believe CL is kinda overshadowed by dara.this song n mv suits well 4 dara.this song is really sumthin!!

actually, this song is 4 cass beer cf.but who cares?when e stars r all hot,e mv is soo sweet(at e same time so sad),e song is catchy too.it's perfect.it's a fast-paced song that makes u wanna move ur body along!lol..love it!heart it!aa..one more thing i love e scene when minho gives dara e little beer cap ring..SOOOO SWEEEEETTTTTT!!!!it's simple but girls sure fall 4 this cheesy thing..i wan it too!!guess it will b a new rage n trend in korea!! <3

have u heard this song?if not, u better check this out!!it's my official ringtone now!!hotness...

credit to YG21Subs

2 ilmu: part 3

well..actually there are some of the 2 ilmu ss that i didnt mention in my previous post becoz they r oredi went to surau for tadarus, not coming to skol or not in class during the photo-snapping session on the last day.so, here they are.. taking from various activities that i did in class with them..

the one i want to talk about here is the middle-student in the pic, SHAHRUL.he is the ketua pengawas for e afternoon session. actually, he is in the pic during the las class but it's not that clear.so i post his pic here.sorry shahrul.he's an active student.he's always in e pic everytime i did any activity in the class.it's true!!n he's a very dedicated n responsible prefect.a busy man indeed.he's a big help esp for my 1st observation.well shahrul,if u read this, do u my supervisor praised me for my 1st observation bcoz of u?i told her my teaching that day was boring n dull but she said, "no.it's good.bcoz one of the ss at e back, the prefect, is willing to stay from going to his duty.that's mean he's interested in ur lesson.or myb he wanted to stay bcoz he didnt want to miss ur lesson." when i think back,ya, at that time, i was a bit frustrated when other prefects went out of my class coz my superviser was there.but u..u stayed.i remembered, i even asked, "shahrul, y u didnt go 4 ur duty?" (im a bit pissed off at that time actually) n u said, "it's ok.i can go later." honestly, im touched.n it's more touching when my superviser mentioned it to me.myb u don remember.but i do.thanx shahrul..

now, look at the far left one in the above pic.he's DICK KOON.what i remember most bout him is he has a heart problem.i knew it from my supervisor.thanx to kiren.he's e one who told my supervisor..dick koon is a sweet boi.he loves to smile (perhaps that's y i cant tell he's sick)im a bad teacher, i know.im not sensitive enuff.haihh!well,he doesnt talk much.he's a very nice boy.

these two boys are LUTFIR(L) n MUAZ.both of them quite shy.i said so bcoz they did not talk much in my class.both of them are like brothers.they r always seen together.shall i say they r twins.so close..but one thing 4 sure they r bff...they're kinda remind me of my primary frens.they r so close that they attended the same skol, same class till they're in university.that's when i last heard bout them both.sumtimes they even shared e same mark 4 e same subject.hmm..i wonder whether both of u, muaz n lutfir, ever experienced this??hmm..so nice.it's hard to see boys so close like them nowadays..

next,this is ATIKAH or eika.she's a strong girl.she can be rebellious sumtimes if she wants to.yet still she's a nice girl.understanding n matured too.plus,she's the type that 'face doesnt lie'.what i mean is, it's all written on her face..when she's angry.x satisfied.happy.feeling crazy.she's full of expression..lol.but sumtimes she's really funny.she did weird things.she's a gila-gila person.

lastly, these two on e left are AINA, n HEYMMAH.i hv mentioned bout e other two (sue yin n afza) in previous post.aina is quite blur.one thing bout her is , during my class, when i asked anything, she will try to answer it.but when i came closer n asked her to repeat, she will juz smiled n said, "no, nothing" lol..besides, she loves to fold her tudung.if u know wat i mean.but not in this pic lar.heheh..

heymmah is a very proper one.she's polite.love to talk to me if there's nothing to do in class. n even in library too!lol..she asked me sum riddles in e libry wic she found in the skol mag..hahah..

but that's not all.there r still sum of 2 ilmu ss that i didn mentioned coz i didn hv their pics..

first,it's AQILAH.i hardly ever heard her voice.i remember her coz she's a front-seater.

second one is AZMEER.ermm..he's a passive student in my class.since there are many attention seekers in my class.thus, they tend to overshadow him.wat i can say is 3monts is quite short.

next, FARHANAH.she's quiet n if im not mistaken she's sitting nex to leesa.but im not sure.coz most of 'em love to sit wherever they want.haiihh..weird class.lol :b

then, it's SAMANTHA.she's quiet too.or myb bcoz i don hv much chance to talk to her.others too.well, this class is soooo teemed with ss.haihh! one thing bout her is, she kantoi-d with me for not being in my class.at that time, im heading to female teachers' surau.i was juz finished wif 2 ilmu class. when she saw me, she's kind of trying to cover herself by talking 2 e other ss.i saw that guilty look.that's y i know.lol..but i didn say anythin to her coz she looked guilty.plus,no one wanted 2 b embarassed in front others, rite?well.. however,she's not playing truant alone.there's sumone else.i think it's li fei.sorry if im wrong.hehe..hmm..but thinking back, both of 'em went missing again in my las class.they're deskmates.it's sort of impossible if both r absent on e same day.hmm..guess they're skipping my class again.xserik2..haizz.don ever ponteng again a?b a good student..

lastly, LI FEI is e one who loves to play rubik cube in 2 ilmu.i even took her cube.heee...that's e price to pay 4 not listening to me in class.well, i'l remember her 4 that whenever i play e cube..coz i know how to play it too!puahahha! <3

that's it!!finish!all of the 47 ss of 2 ilmu..end of story!happy fastin everyone!!