i only have myself to blame...

today is d-day...the day that i took tests for driving licence.with jpj.it's shocking.n it's sucks!!omaigat!!i cnt believe this...i started learning to drive (with psm, of cos..) in dec las year..i've been on hiatus 4 several months since i've got to pursue my study (final sem, yay! =))..i came back just recently.i arrived on 26 may, early in the wednesday mornin--5am++..on the same day, at 11am i went to psm for a couple of practice since i will have the test with jpj on 31may (that is today!). minus friday for weekend holiday n sunday..it is so short.not so many time left for me to practice.dannggg!!!i only have..wed, thurs and sat to prac b4 d-day..wat i can say here is i forgot almost completely everything.everything..

if only i had all of the money n the time in this world, i would use n rent the psm + instructors for the whole 3 days.but...

wat did they expect?wat did i expect?of coz i cannot do it.things do not run smoothly for me in these couple of weeks..my lappy is broken..then, my hp pom broken jugak..plus, my sis's lappy that i borrowed for this whole last sem pom broken jugak..now, test jpj..xlepas jugak.due2 plop tu..both dlm litar n jln raye..man, i need to do sumthin now...i neeed to change all these bad lucks into good lucks.heheh...haihhh...=(( *pray in silence*

wallp for CALL

i need link for this...haiiaahh!!!

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is God's gift, that's why we call it the present.

~Joan Rivers~

rain, rain go away...

life like this..

this week is soooo cutely hectic.got 2 presentations.1 is done and there is one more to go-tomoro.then, i have no presentation anymore this sem. until tomoro..heho!!but for now..haizz

on purpose or not on purpose...

i juz heard an announcement.sad one.."kepada ibu bapa y kehilangan ank .sorg lelaki.berumur lebey kurng 3 tahun. berbaju hitam.sila dtg ke surau skg juga utk tuntut ank anda. sekian. terima kaseh." how come..
how come these parents forgot about their child.urgghh...hoping that they did not abandon him purposely.how cruel! life's scary sumtimes, when u least expected it..

life's a brief candle

is life really a brief candle? why it seems so long...

....

i won't say 'snoffair'.but i would say, 'it's my fault'....

hepi chinese nu year..

to all my ex-students in STAR n my only chinese friend in school, Xiong ...

Xin Nian Kuai Le
Gong Xi Fa Cai
Wan Shi Ru Yi
Zhu Li Meng En...

miss.ing

idk y but recently keep thinking of my past time fave. 1st, it's jay sean.now, esp tonite i think of cruzer. he my fave Dj in radio 4 or more well-known as traxx.fm these days.

they say, when u think of ur past, it shows that u're old.lol..but that's the fact.we're not getting younger for each ticking second.

i tried to search for any info bout him on web but to no avail.i tried to listen to traxx.fm a couple of months ago but he wasnt there..guess he no longer working there.i listened to him everynite during weekend since form 2.from 12-3 or 4am (if i were not mistaken)..i really like and try to like every  song that he played.i love his scary background music and his tagline, "remember the cruzer's rule... if you can't sleep, don't sleep!" 

i wish i can listen to him again.now, i miss him..

!@#$%&*^%$#$%^&

tonite i cant believe bout sumthin..it juz happened.i never thot that the song 'DOWN' is jay sean's song.i might sound outdated but i did hear this song las year b4 our semester break..bcoz i told my fren , deeb that the song remind me of her whenever i heard the lyrics - "even when the SKY IS FALLIN DOWN"..don know whether she remember it or not.but back to the business, i thot it was sumone else's song.i thot it's jesse mccartney's song.but now i know, im sooo frustrated..i frustrated for the fact that jay sean has dissed his indian, punjabi watever fusion style in his latest song.i cant even recognized him until i watch his vid juz now.urghh!i juz cant express my totally frustrated, depressed !@#$% feeling rite now.

i've been missing for his comeback lately, so i search for all of his famous songs back then when i was still in secondary skol..n tonite, thanks to youtube for my newfound discovery. a NEW jay sean.for me, he's forgetting his own root.i cant even hear a slightest indian fusion in his brand new style of music. for me, he is so significant for that b4.whwnever i heard a slight indian voice + hiphop, rnb music in the background , i would know fo'sho that it's jay sean's. even in my sleep.but now??

yes, i cnt blame him, mybe he juz wanna go wif the flow.dats a trend.plus, he wasnt in the limelight for quite sumtime.honestly, this song itself isnt that bad.in fact, it's a hit now!but still...im frust.damnation!

hope he will be back again with indianish song nex.i owez njoy his old songs - stolen, eyes on you, one night etc...great songs indeed.perhaps bcoz im asian, so i njoy his songs wic are fusion of indian music, bhangra n urban hiphop..his songs are very different from other hollywood diarrhea hiphop, rnb songs. mybe he shud work wif rishi rich again and not lil' wayne or other american singers for the nex project.i really, really hope this is juz to boost his popularity back.hope he wont leave his indian fusion style for good.for i know he's a trendsetter in the music industry in bringing the indian culture to the nex level.if not, i think it's hard for me to recognize him in the future.

i still remember back in my old skol days, even after for a couple of second a song started to play, i can  tell rite away wic one is his song.for me, he's soooo significant for that.i owez believe in that and i want to keep believing that way..really, really, really  hope dat he wont leave his trademark for good.

psst..i'll excuse his collab wif sean paul - do you remember coz i really adore this jamaican singer too!!he got his own style.he owez keep his jamaican slang wif him.hope jay sean will follow his suit n stay for a looong time in this game!goodluck for jay SEAN paul! best of luck in 2010!!